*Showered* doesn't mean a shower.

Yesterday, Ke and I went out. Actually, I was my sisters chauffer, and then I had to stay awake until her play so I could go see it, and after staying up until 5am that morning talking to Ma2 online, that was going to be hard.

So, I texted Ke, and she and I went to Target (yay giftcards!) and Ross.

I got SHOES. One pair, but one REALLY hot pair. Love shoes.

Surprisingly, I don't think I have a shoe fetish. I don't get turned on by seeing, touching, or wearing heels. I do love how they make me look/walk and feel.

And undies. Shoes and undies.

And then we went to the play, sneaking in fries, a corndog, a glass of water and a shake in our own form of teenage delinquency.

It was pretty good, Sis is backstage manager/lights/sound.

After, took her home and the Ke and I went out and met up with Sa.

We went swinginginginging :D

But the Sa's gf lost her shit at him because she doesn't trust me around him, which I can kinda understand as I tend to threaten girls less comfortable with their bodies/sexuality, but seriously? Yelling at him through the phone?

Yeah, thats going to make him WANT to be with you.

He shut down after that, which really made me sad. Ignoring the part where I would sleep with him (in a few years), he is my FRIEND. Watching him be sad/defeated?

Makes me feel sad/pissed at the person who made him sad.

Went and petted a bunny, then drove for a bit, then dropped him off.

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Injured my foot somehow, getting off the swing. Usually it hurts a WEE bit, but this time it hurt like a motherfucker. And kept hurting. And swole up and got red marks. I iced it and took some meds, but still not 100%.

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I cant remember what the fuck I did on Thursday. That worries me. And I've deleted my texts from that day, also somewhat worrying.

Wednesday was a day spent on Gramma.

Thursday = ?

Friday = ^ stuff.

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Today! Got up, showered, got ready. Thought I was going to be seeing Ma, so got pretty. Had help from Si, because sometimes I do not know how to dress myself (her opinion, and one I agree with, with this caveat. I can dress myself, just not attractively.)

Headed onto Vashon. Got lost. Got lost again. Got lost for the third time.

Downloaded Google Maps onto Si's blackberry.

Got unlost!

Visited with everyone, ate some awesome foods, listened to musics, talked, laughed.

Found out that St is also attracted to Ma, though I wasnt surprised in the least to learn that. Lets just say that there were clues.

Fuck. I might be down to 1 guy I'd be willing to sleep with.

Sa = Needs a few years seasoning. Also, has a gf.

Ma = Honestly don't know him that well. Want his body, of that there is no doubt. But I don't know him.

Na = Pretty sure he isn't attracted to me, at all. And that I cannot fix.

Tau = Fuck. If. I. Know.

So... Ma I would have sex with, but it would have to be a one-night-stand kinda thing, or a thingthing, both of which require clean STD screens.

Who am I kidding. Unless Si gets me drunk enough to forget them, I am never going to be able to have a one-night-stand. I'm fucking paranoid about dieseases, especially the ones that DON'T HAVE A CURE.

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Also, I am tired.

I have *showered* 2. TWO. times, in the last 18 days.

I'm worried.