Trying to work out a calendar for myself... so I know what needs to be done and when.
Need to pack up my room, or at least get started on it.
So much, so very much needs to be done... and all I want to do is sleep.
The blobbelies? Fucking genius. GENIUS. I *knew* they would be (in head) but MAN are they awesome. I'm not sure why I am going on about them? Awesome. Better if I had someone to share them with.
Hmwk... Still at the same level as yesterday. Had to come back to collegeHome, then got distracted with a drive for BBQ and into the mountains, seriously amazing star gazing must happen up there. Came back, time passed, we went out to Safeway. Stuck our heads out the sunroof. It's awesome.
I really miss Mambo... He was the best dog I could have had. But now there is no one to listen to me, to come find me, to ground me. And it would not be responsible or good of me to get another dog, though I sincerely wish I could.
I am afraid of becoming the people in my family.
Today was Mother's Day. I was successfully numb/didn't think about it.
Now, hmwk? Or sleep.
Or a plane ticket.
Or a tank of gas... I've always wanted to see the desert.
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I am alone, born alone and die alone. Be with me for awhile?
A few quotes...
"I just feel like people would be so much happier if they just dropped all the pretense and mindgame bullshit in relationships and just went for it, you know? Like 'fuck it, I'm gonna try and make this work.'"
-Marten, Questionable Content
"Before the Big Bang, before matter, energy, velocity, there existed a single immeasurable state called yearning. This is the special force that on the day before there were days, obliterated nothing into everything. It is the unseen strings tying planets to stars. It's the maddening want we feel from first breath to last light."
- Mary, In Plain Sight
"[We] once again toast the palpable color, form and grace with which we stand up and dance against the night."
-MSN Movie Review
"Everything is Awesome.
Fundamentally."
- Bickford Shmeckler "Bickford Shmeckler's Cool Ideas"
"The rules of nature,they can only happen, and the rules of life, you can only do. They're different, Nature & Life."
-American Elf
"I felt like I was looking over the edge of the world. And it was a moment when all was right with the world: The music was all around and inside us... I had never felt in my whole life like I did then: Zen. Suddenly the Miss America wish for world peace seemed brilliant. Maybe if enough people made that wish we could do huge things, make things happen just from our thoughts and good intentions and all be shiny happy people. And this much was clear now: It was no passive homogenous creature, identity, but rather diversity, a thrashing, grinding, and all-out dirty dancing together. It moved and it grooved and it might even sleep with you before marriage. You were the dancer and the dance, and you could shape yourself through a riff, or a shrug, or an on-the-back spin, adapt to new rhythms without losing a sense of harmony with yourself. And harmony, that was no static thing either, but many different parts coming together to sing the same song.
And the beat, well. The beat you had to follow was your own heart." Born Confused by Tanuja Desai Hidier
-Marten, Questionable Content
"Before the Big Bang, before matter, energy, velocity, there existed a single immeasurable state called yearning. This is the special force that on the day before there were days, obliterated nothing into everything. It is the unseen strings tying planets to stars. It's the maddening want we feel from first breath to last light."
- Mary, In Plain Sight
"[We] once again toast the palpable color, form and grace with which we stand up and dance against the night."
-MSN Movie Review
"Everything is Awesome.
Fundamentally."
- Bickford Shmeckler "Bickford Shmeckler's Cool Ideas"
"The rules of nature,they can only happen, and the rules of life, you can only do. They're different, Nature & Life."
-American Elf
"I felt like I was looking over the edge of the world. And it was a moment when all was right with the world: The music was all around and inside us... I had never felt in my whole life like I did then: Zen. Suddenly the Miss America wish for world peace seemed brilliant. Maybe if enough people made that wish we could do huge things, make things happen just from our thoughts and good intentions and all be shiny happy people. And this much was clear now: It was no passive homogenous creature, identity, but rather diversity, a thrashing, grinding, and all-out dirty dancing together. It moved and it grooved and it might even sleep with you before marriage. You were the dancer and the dance, and you could shape yourself through a riff, or a shrug, or an on-the-back spin, adapt to new rhythms without losing a sense of harmony with yourself. And harmony, that was no static thing either, but many different parts coming together to sing the same song.
And the beat, well. The beat you had to follow was your own heart." Born Confused by Tanuja Desai Hidier
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1 comments:
i miss you.
i think you should hangout/talk to my mom. i knovv it isnt the same as having your ovvn mom, but she is a good listen, a great motivator, and she have virtually adopted many of my friends vvho needed/vvanted another parental figure in their lives.
i miss my dog too. she vvas also a great dog. i remember the pictures you took vvith Mambo on her last days alive. i think about hovv beautiful they looked to me. i think about them vvhen i get sad that i didnt get to say goodbye to Cinder. Somehovv it makes me feel better about it that you vvere vvith Mambo cause I knovv I vvould have done the same thing... lay around in bed vvith her and take pictures.
i love you Cari.
you are in my thoughts
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