And another day goes by...

So... woke up around 10:30, read until 11:40, realized I was late to class. But not that late. Got there in plenty of time... for a movie. It was really interesting, but SUCH propaganda.

Movie... then I went back to the appt and Lillian came to visit for a little which was nice. Then, Ariel's friend Cori came to visit and we all enjoyed some chocolate granola. I went to my room to read my book and really enjoyed listening to the laughter coming from the kitchen... It was really nice. It's kinda weird that I like listening rather than participating, but it's just a nice feeling.

Ariel and I went over to Alex (boys) place to make a turkey, which was fun... kinda. I guess I got worn out of people? Or at least extroverted people. (Ariel, you are SO AN EXTROVERT :P) Part of the being introvert thing is the need to recharge by being away from people... which I had just a really strong moment of or something. Dunno.

For whatever reason, I headed out (in the middle of a card game no less, which is odd for me!) and ended up on the landing of my appt building. I stretched out on the ledge there, and kinda chilled for a bit before hailing Daniel who came out to visit. Daniel is a most interesting person... most interesting person indeed. One thing led to another and we ended up out there for like 3 hours just talking about random things and to random people which was quite nice. Having sure death on one side of my body and safety on the other was quite a nice sensation for the evening.

Eventually, we headed in, though he REALLY needs to learn how to say goodbye or see ya later. Really. He loaned me a book that I am quite enjoying and will probably read a bit more of before I sleep. (Its 2:39 right now).

Something went down with Alex and her guy stuff tonight. I don't know what happened, and I have NO IDEA how to help. I really hate that helpless feeling, even if I know that she doesn't want help or if there is just no way that I can help.

And then Daniel came up to my appt and chilled here for a bit but disappeared again... and something he said is just not leaving my mind. I am SO CONFUSED. Why why why why do people say these things? Why is it SO hard for me to even CONSIDER putting myself out there a little bit?

Ariel came home, she had a FANTASTIC time at Alex's, which I am very happy about :) and apparently the turkey was great :D. We talked for a few hours, had some cereal and are now crashing. My tummy is mad at me for something, and I don't know what. It's like having an infant in my stomach ALL THE TIME. You think you've done everything right for it (avoiding the foods I know make it angry) but it just keeps crying (growling) and won't stop... Gr.

Night time toodledoodles.

Daniel. Huh.